Where Is My Light

B5 G5 E5 F#5* B5 G5 E5 F#5* B5 G5 E5 F#5* I wanted to be sure B5 G5 C#5 E5 Of horizons in my window, big and clear B5 G5 E5 F#5* And the sun still making singing in my ear B5 G5 C#5 E5 But I forgot the wall is always there G5 E5 And now I sit in idle blankness B5 A5 And a stillness I can't take G5 E5 B5 A5 So I begin to think in figures instead of beauty that we've made G5 E5 B5 A5 And beauty's gone B5 G5 E5 F#5* A liar spit in my ear B5 G5 C#5 E5 And it turned me into nothing, just worms and fear B5 G5 E5 F#5* The lie became my body, every pore B5 G5 C#5 E5 As puddles form beneath me, acid sore G5 E5 And where is joy among these pieces B5 A5 That we scream into the space? G5 E5 Where is my gentle reason B5 A5 And the light within my cave? G5 Where have you been? E5 (I want) to know the quiet B5 A5 Of its voice before the screams G5 E5 Just sitting in the silence B5 A5 A5 A5 And waiting, waiting B5 N.C. Where is my light? N.C. Not blue, but green and quiet, in my mind? B5 G5 E5 F#5* B5 G5 C#5 E5 B5 G5 E5