I Just Wanna Sell Out My Funeral

VERSES D A Bm A G D Clear the apartment. A Bm A G I plan on collapsing and I could have sworn I heard a car door slam. D A Bm I'm stuck at the corner of grinding teeth and stomach acid, A G All alone under a soft rain and streetlamp. D I spent my life weighed down by a stone heart, A Bm A G Drowning in irony and settling for anything. D A Somewhere down the line all the wiring went faulty. Bm G Gb G but top finger slid down A 1 <2beat>step) I'm scared shitless of failure and I'm staring out at where I wanna be. G Bm A I just want to sell out my funeral. G Bm A I just want to be enough for everyone. G Bm A I just want to sell out my funeral. G Bm A Know that I fought until the lights were gone. D I'm walking through harbors and churchyards. A I felt the snow crack under my feet. Bm G I'll stay thankful for mild winters, for every shot I got at anything. D A I'll blame the way that I was brought up or the flaws that I was born with Bm G Or the mistakes that I've made; they're all just fucking excuses. Gb G A So bury me in the memories of my friends and family. Gb G A I just need to know that they were proud of me. D Oh, we all wanna know. Bm Where'd the American dream go? A G Did you give up and go home? Am I here alone? D Oh, when the credits roll, Bm I'll watch as the screen glows; A G D The moments when I choked, all the fears that I've outgrown. At least I hope so. RIFF A D A I was just happy to be a contender. Bm G I was just aching for anything. D A And I used to have such steady hands Bm G But now I can't keep 'em from shaking. (**same chords as above**) Oh I'm sorry I... I'm sorry I don't laugh at the right times. Is this what it feels like with my wings clipped? I'm awkward and nervous. I'm awkward and nervous. I'm awkward and nervous. I'm awkward and nervous. G Gb A But I was kind of hoping you'd stay. G Gb A I was kind of hoping you'd stay. G Gb D I was kind of hoping you'd stay. A Bm I need you to stay. G Oh, god, could you stay? I need you. Gb G Bm If I'm in an airport and you're in a hospital bed, A Well then, what kind of man does that make me? Gb G Bm If I'm in an airport and you're in a hospital bed, A Well then, what kind of man does that make me? Gb G D If I'm in an airport, if I'm in an airport A What kind of man does that make me? Gb G D What kind of man does that make me? A What kind of man does that make me?