The Waiting Room

E C# A E Verse One E C#m A E You see someone else when you look at me E C#m A E You see what I've always tried to train myself to be E C#m A E You see dinner tables and picture frames and everything in between E C#m A E You see a medicated mind gripping tight to belief B A E And I hope I never have to see this waiting room again B With patients coughing beside me, A E while i stare up at fluorescents B A E Praying that no one I know will walk in E A And I'll have to explain why I'm here E A B But I don't even know why I'm here E C#m A E Verse Two E C#m A E My mouth sewn shut, for you I tear open the seams E C#m A E Every time they ask what's wrong with me E C#m A E If I knew, I'd tell you, but trust me I don't E C#m A E And you can diagnose me, but that won't make me cope B A E And I hope I never have to see this office again B A E Spitting out my demons to somebody I just met B A E She's taking notes just to remember my name B A E Cause the only one who listens is the person I pay B A E And I hope I never have to see this waiting room again... 3x E C#m A E Lest I forget what it's done to my head E C#m A E Let the medication fix me instead