I Deserve To Bleed

F G C Am I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea F G C Am I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery F G C A I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars F G C 'cuz I mean aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star? Em B C G I want to be torn apart excruciatingly Em B C G I punish my body 'cuz it's not good enough for me D B Em The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed C Cm G The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed F G C Am I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest F G C Am I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best F G C A I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place F G C I wanna slash across what used to be my face Em B C G I want to be torn apart excruciatingly Em B C G I punish my body 'cuz it's not good enough for me D B Em The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed C Cm G The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed F A D B They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie C D G I guess we all just fake it 'till we die F A D B Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else C D G But it's harder when you have to love yourself Em B C G I want to be torn apart excruciatingly Em B C G I punish my body 'cuz it's not good enough for me D B Em The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed C Cm G The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed C Cm G The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed C Cm G The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed