The Most Personal Song Ever Written By Me

G C G D G C G D G C G D G C G D G C G i didnt want to be a boy when i was 5 years old G D there wernt enough naps to fix the exaustion of being told G D that the colors i perfered C and the stufys i loved to hold C G D werent meant for me G i didnt want to be a girl C and i was scared to die G D but there were definatley times i couldnt stand being alive G D C G and thats kind of an awful place to be when you were five D wouldnt you agree Em i spent my pre school yeas sitting in swings alone C G D screaming at passing planes to come and take me home Em C G D because ive been disowned by a gender that condones nothing but its own ritual G C G and soon i couldnt feel anything except that wet-pants kind of shame G D and i always had it on me like my stufys and my name G D C G D so uncomfortable i wish i had remembered to bring a change of everything G C but somethings cant be remidied by medicine of time G and i couldnt change the world D so i just had to change my mind G D G C and the nurses office was the only place that i could hide D from all my peers Em C so i gave myself blisters G always faking sick D so busy making freinds from C G D all the stones and sticks Em C that break my bones and fix my lack of a sidekick G D but then i had my stufys for that G Em Em painted against the world for only liking pink C and if i take a stab G D it bleeds the blackest ink Em that splatters me hey faggot and gets in my eyes C G D after a thousand gallons i cant help but cry Em C for all the five year olds who cant understand G D why their preferences make them not a man Em C hasn't their enduring been enough G D they take a thousands punches a day how dare you tell them that im tough G C G D G C G D G C G D G C G D G i didnt wanna be a boy C G when i was five years old G D there were not enough naps to fix the exaustion of being told D C the colors that i preferred and the stufys i liked to hold D werent meant for me G