Autumn I Wish I Was Better

C Em D C I feel my soul come alive when I watch the leaves die C Em D C But I'm still turning gold from the glow that I saw in your eyes C Em D C Writing letters to a ghost of who you once were C Em D C I plagiarise every line 'cause I can't remember D Em Now I miss every friend I never found C Nicotine and a knack for let-downs D Em I've been trying to find the words to say C To get you back around G C Em D C I never had a chance to get it right (whoah) But I never tried G C I can't find the words I wanna write Em D C C To tell you that I'll be better next time C Em D C You felt your heart come alive when you watched our love die C Em D C And now I'm left feeling cold in the void that you left in my life D Em Now I miss every friend I never found C Caffeine and a knack for let-downs D Em I've been trying to find the words to say C To get you back around G C Em D C I never had a chance to get it right (whoah) But I never tried G C I can't find the words I wanna write Em D C C To tell you that I'll be better next time Em D Come close, I'll keep my distance C Can't hurt people you don't let in Em D C I want to be something you still miss Em D C I kind of wish that I was better than this