Bad Spanish

E C E C E I keep my mouth shut 'cause I don't deserve anything A Feeling like a fraud at my job 'cause I faked my way B A E Into every good thing that's every happened to me E Write a happy song 'cause I don't wanna mope today A Try to sing along but the thoughts they don't go away B A E I will say the worst things to make you stay B A E It's hard to ask for help if you don't really want it B A E C E Passed out on the train in your own vomit E It's fine, I said B I'll bash my fucking head through the wall A Am So I don't have to call E You before I go to bed E Alright, I said B Won't hold my fucking breath while you're gone A Am But I feel it in my lungs E C E Before I go to bed E Dreaming in bad Spanish about your romantic tendencies A And how they would translate in your fucked up fantasies B A E You're the only good thing that's ever happened to me B A E It's hard to ask for help if you don't really want it B A E C E Passed out on the train in your own vomit E It's fine, I said B I'll bash my fucking head through the wall A Am So I don't have to call E You before I go to bed E Alright, I said I'll scrape my knuckles red B Stucco wall A Am Do I have to be sad to get off? E Oh, I'll never leave my head E C E C E C E