Backwards

Am C F Dm Am Backwards, forwards C F Dm I'm exploring the borders of everything I want, everything I need Am C Lethal doses of my own emotions F Dm Seep into my dreams and paralyze me Am C I pick myself up off the ground I keep tellin' myself F Dm No, I'm not backing down I keep tellin' myself Am C The best is still yet to come I keep tellin' myself F Dm It's darkest before the dawn F I'm going backwards Am And yet I'm made to believe G I'm moving forwards Em And I'm chasing my dreams F Am But I'll be just who I wanna be G Em Without you controlling, controlling me Am C Toxic thoughts can make me easily drop this F Dm But I won't shift my step so there's nothing to regret Am C I'm broken and coping with this broken hope and F Dm I kept blaming them, when the doubt came from within Am C No more ugly white lies Then I keep tellin' myself F Dm This time I'm gonna try I'm not just tellin' myself Am C The best is still yet to come I keep tellin' myself F Dm It's darkest before the dawn F I'm going backwards Am And yet I'm made to believe G I'm moving forwards Em And I'm chasing my dreams F Am But I'll be just who I wanna be G Em Without you controlling, controlling me F G I will be seen and be heard C Dm And they will hang on my every word F G I will break free from the chains C Dm And beat anything you throw in my way F G I will be seen and be heard C Dm And they will hang on my every word F G I will break free from the chains C Dm And beat anything you throw in my way