Real Tired

D I'm getting real tired A C#m/G# Of checkin' on my friends D Feelin' like a liar A C#m/G# Trying as I play pretend D That I'm not fightin' demons D C#/G# All inside my head D A C#m/G# Oh, I'm getting real tired F#m I'm holding on and hoping D And going through the motions A Of making myself feel like I am enough F#m I'm scared of all these feelings D But I'm terrified of healing A E I am losing myself in an empty crowd D A Four white walls, dark-hued halls F#m E Ten missed calls from my head D A I'm sinking and I'm drowning F#m E But I choose to play pretend F#m That I'm happy than ever D Not a worry in my sweater A E While feeling like I'm six feet under again D Oh I'm getting real tired A F#m E O-Oh, No-o I'm getting real tired D I'm getting real tired A C#m/G# Pretending I'm alright D My brain is poorly wired A C#m/G# Nothing ever seems quite right D Always feels like a burden A C#m/G# No matter what people say D A C#m/G# Oh, I'm getting real tired F#m I'm holding on and hoping D And going through the motions A Of making myself feel like I am enough F#m I'm scared of all these feelings D But I'm terrified of healing A E I am losing myself in an empty crowd D A Four white walls, dark-hued halls F#m E Ten missed calls from my head D A I'm sinking I'm drowning F#m E But I choose to play pretend F#m That I'm happy than ever D Not a worry in my sweater A E While feeling like I'm six feet under again D Oh I'm getting so tired A F#m E Oh, No-o I'm getting so tired D A I am always in my head running A C#m/G# Through it like it's a maze D A Trying to find my way out A F#m So that I can feel okay E Mhmm-mm D A But I feel like I'm the problem A F#m Can't solve 'em, push everyone away E D A E O-oh, No I'm getting real tired, real tired