Cursed To Wander

G C I don't even know where to start G D Five years away from the place that I wanted Em C G I, I'm still standing G C Hard to even know what to say G D I'm having trouble putting these words on paper Em C G I, I, I'm still moving D Em C I could tell you about my time in California D Em C How I still miss the feel of the waves, wash my tears out G D G C No, I can't put on a face when I'm talking to myself Em D C I thought I'd die by now but somehow I'm getting stronger G D G C No, I can't settle for this if I'm lying to myself Em D C Instead of wasting time I guess I'm cursed to wander G C I can't believe I got this far G D And I can't believe I kept my car Em C G All, all these miles G C Who knows what's to come? G D I'm having trouble staying in love Em C G But I, I'll keep falling D Em C I could tell you about that time that I broke down D Em C On the side of 65 on the day that I moved out G D G C No, I can't put on a face when I'm talking to myself Em D C I thought I'd die by now but somehow I'm getting stronger G D G C No, I can't settle for this if I'm lying to myself Em D C Instead of wasting time I guess I'm cursed to wander Em C G D Heaven knows where I'll be headed as long as I can keep my nerve Em C G D Heaven knows if I'll be better, damned if I can make things worse Em C G 'Cause I'm still leaving Em C G 'Cause I don't need it G C I thought maybe if I called the shots G D It might not feel like I lost Em C G But I, I'm still so low G C So until I get what I want G D Gone's the only thing I got Em C G But I, I'm still standing