Im Not Mad

C G7 Am F C G7 You don't want to be saved Am F I tried to be your savior C G7 Can't fix a broken man Am F With loneliness and anger C G7 Begged to be the answer to your prayers Am F I needed you to need me C G7 When I tried so hard to only see the good Am F Your red flags couldn't warn me C G7 Am F I'm not mad at what you did to me C G7 Am F I'm not mad at you at all C G7 Am F But I must be mad, as mad as I can be C G7 Am F I at least was mad enough to fall C G7 I knew that things were wrong Am F Refused to see it coming C G7 The fear to face an end Am F Stopped us both from loving C G7 Learned to play our old songs by myself Am F Now that I can listen to them C G7 And separate the music from the man Am F Who introduced me to it C G7 Am F I'm not mad at what you did to me C G7 Am F I'm not mad at you at all C G7 Am F But I know I'm mad, I'm only mad at me C G7 Am F Mad that I was mad for you at all Am F I miss the days before the fights C E When you held me through the night Am F The smell of your cologne C E E7 On every sweater I owned Am But I put them through the washer F Tried to wash out all the danger C G (single strum) Of running back to you Am F But I know I can’t forget C That January morning E Waking up in your bed Am F The man I knew was gone C In the blink of an eye E And I have to move on C G7 Am F So I'm not mad at what you did to me C G7 Am F I'm not mad at you at all C G7 Am F But I know I'm mad, I'm only mad at me C G7 Am F C Mad that I still think of you each Fall