Alone At The Party

C Ab Am F C Em Am F C Ab Am F C Em Am C G F Filling in my calendar C G F Every hour with stuff to do C G F If I can't stop to think of it C G F I won't have time for missing you C G F I haven't called up my family C G F I'm avoiding my oldest friends C G F Maybe I'll just make some new ones F So I don't have to pretend I'm happy F Alone at the party again C Em Am F I don't know what I'm supposed to do C Em Am Ab I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to C Em Am F How long is this supposed to take C Em Am Ab 'Cause I love you and I need that to change C G F 2x C G F Maybe it was destructive C G F To go catch a crush C G F I've built this up into something C G F That it never was C G F But if my memory serves me C G F Like my self-worth rarely does C G F This started just like the ending F Trying to play it cool enough F And leaving with an awkward hug C Em Am F I don't know what I'm supposed to do C Em Am Ab I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to C Em Am F How long is this supposed to take c Em Am Ab 'Cause I love you and I need that to change C Ab Am F C Ab Am We joked that this would be easier F C Ab Am For whoever cared less F C Ab Am I guess that makes me the loser F C But I'm trying my best C Em Am F C Em Am Ab Am F I don't know what I'm supposed to do C Em Am Ab I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to C Em Am F How long is this supposed to take C Em Am Ab C Ab Am 'Cause I love you, I don't want that to change F C Em Am F I need it to change C Ab Am F C Em Am Ab