Realization

| C | C | C | N.C. I guess I donʼt know what I was expecting. We barely know each other to begin with... and two days... What can you do? C F C Maybe I wanted more than he could give me Dm F Maybe we donʼt have all that much to say Am Dm Maybe Iʼm nervous. Maybe he hates me Bb F Maybe Iʼm making it all too big a deal C Dm A Iʼve been so open. Doesnʼt he owe me? F G No. Maybe itʼs time to look within | C | Em | Dm Fm | C | | F Fm | C Am | Dm | Bb | Bb Every dollar spent on this is feeling wasted All of the months of planning, building, orchestrating G You were supposed to be my rock, my saving presence You were supposed to be my perfect iteration E You were supposed to solve this crushing desperation You were supposed to be, you were supposed to be C Am E You were supposed to be the thing to fix it all! A C#m Maybe Iʼm broken on the inside Bm Fm A Too many hours spent online C#m F#m All of the structures I put into place G E Have only served to compromise my health A C#m Maybe Iʼm working with the wrong guy Bm Fm A Maybe I have to grow myself D Dm A F#m Under construction under the impression E That one weekend was the antidote The fix for all the things I broke The ever-growing manifold of Issues I cannot withhold C# F#m Youʼll hardly recognize the mold here, once Iʼm done C# D Maybe go all the way A Bm Maybe Iʼll... Maybe... I’m sorry |E | C#m | C#m D | D G | A