The Soccer Journals

C G Cmaj7 G D I've been watching that one scene from the Basketball Diaries E Over and over again Cmaj7 G And I’m thinking that it could have been me E Cmaj7 If I had just made a different turn instead G I'm feeling like I dodged a bullet Bm Cmaj7 But I walked into another line of fire G Cmaj7 Sure it didn't k**l me but goddamn if it hasn’t been hurting for a while G E Cmaj7 G And I'm sorry if I'm being too pushy D Cmaj7 I'm sorry if I'm coming off insane G Dm B Cmaj7 G I just need someone to turn to when all my friends figure out I'm not worth their time of day B Cmaj7 G So if you could just respond once that would be great C Bm B And it's a felony in Florida to own a fake ID Cmaj7 C Bm B So tell me am I guilty if I change if no one is near me C Bm B C And if I'm guilty, baby, tell me that you’re not guilty too Bm G Cmaj7 Em ’Cause if I'm doomed to be locked up at least let me think that I knew you G D C Em Bm D Let me think that I knew you C G C G Cmaj7 G I’m fishing into the zeitgeist and I'm only pulling out clichés Cmaj7 G C I can't shake this empty feeling that I'm an actor on a setting stage G C I’m seeing white and I am not sure how much longer I can go G Reimagining old faces C Faces you already know Em D And it's a felony in Florida to own a fake ID C Bm So tell me am I guilty if I change if no one is near me C Bm G And if I'm guilty, baby, tell me that you're not guilty too C Bm G C Em 'Cause if I'm doomed to be locked up at least let me think that I knew you Bm D Cmaj7 Em Bm B Let me think that I knew you Cmaj7 Em Bm Watch Carroll bang on the door frame Cmaj7 Em G Cmaj7 Reduced to sobbing and his mother's name Em G Cmaj7 And maybe in the next it'll find himself a little bit and fix this Em G God knows that I feel the same C G And it's a felony in Florida to own a fake ID