I Will Not Return As A Tourist

E Lately I've been feeling so strange C#m Wake up dreaming of cheap love and aeroplanes A I could never take what I needed C#m Our moments of pleasure were fleeting E And lately I've been feeling so cruel C#m This weak plastic portrait painted of you A I could never draw out a meaning C#m B Nothing more than a dishonest feeling A C#m But you know it's not in me tonight A C#m No words, nothing in sight E And lately I've been feeling so restless C#m I drove to a small town last weekend just to see where my head is A It's not here C#m All I found was a lounge with a jazz singer B "Blue Velvet" E C#m But how high do we need to get before we see We're stuck on the ground? A I've been saving money For a Greyhound ticket C#m And I swear, I'll be getting out soon B You know I love you A C#m But you know it's not in me tonight A C#m No words, nothing in sight A C#m And you know it's not in me tonight A C#m No words, nothing in sight A C#m A Then I broke down C#m Lost my keys, but found my wallet on the nightstand Spent the night in someone else's bed A I can't stand Spending nights away from home C#m But that's all that I've been doing It's all that I've been doing A Then I woke up With the city on my mind C#m I can't keep up with my mind A It's always rushing to the next love C#m But when I return I swear it will not be as a tourist Will not be as a tourist A C#m A C#m You know it's not in me tonight A C#m No words, nothing in sight