When I Hate Myself

Em F Am G Em F There's a sadness in the way I've been walking Am G There's a comfort in the way that you listen Em F And I'm all out of words to keep on talking Am G You've got a way of filling space and fixing Em F I felt like I was home but I lost it I can't find the cause Am G And it's bringing me to my knees Em F Nothing feels like home when I'm falling So I keep on calling Am G 'Cause I'm better with you next to me Em F When I get messed up I wanna get out of myself Am G Yeah, I need your touch to feel like someone else Em F Now I'm all fucked up 'Cause I'm too proud for help Am G Yeah, I want you the most when I hate myself Em F Am G 2x Em F And I don't know myself in California Am G I can't shake this fear it's gonna ruin me Em F 'Cause I keep losing sight of the thing I'm after Am G When I shatter you tape me up piece by piece Em F When I get messed up I wanna get out of myself Am G Yeah, I need your touch to feel like someone else Em F Now I'm all fucked up 'Cause I'm too proud for help Am G Yeah, I want you the most when I hate myself Em F Am G 4x Em F You're driftwood in the ocean I'm loose like sand Am G You're the catch when I'm falling C And I'm falling fast Em F Oh, I hate how I need you 'Cause you don't need me back Am G You've seen my worst And no one knows me like that Em F When I get messed up I wanna get out of myself Am G Yeah, I need your touch to feel like someone else Em F Now I'm all fucked up 'Cause I'm too proud for help Am G Yeah, I want you the most when I hate myself