Counting The Days

C I'm just waiting for things to get better G But it's been so long I can't remember Em What it feels like D To feel alive C G Blood drops on the bathroom floor Em D Clean it up and then bleed some more C G Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up that day Em C If I just kept sleeping it would be okay C G But I know wounds will heal Em D But it's hard for me to tell what's fake and what's real C G Sometimes I even think that I died that day Em D And I'm imagining my life and it's stuck on replay C G If this is heaven, what the hell is hell? Em D What's the difference? I really can't tell C G I'm burning in the flames of my own despair Em D With my thoughts as gasoline I cannot be repaired C G And I know wounds will heal Em D But it's hard for me to tell what's fake and what's real C G Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up that day Em D If I just kept sleeping I would be okay C G And I know (You don't have to tell me) Em D Cause I know (You're better off without me) C G And I know it will be okay Em D Just counting the days C G Counting the days Em D Counting the days C G Your words mean nothing to me 'cause I've heard them Em D Your words mean nothing to me, I don't deserve them C G You only say what you have to say Em D You say, you say, you say it, you say it Just to say it C G If this is heaven, what the hell is hell? Em D What's the difference? It's hard to tell C G I'm burning in the flames of my despair Em D With my thoughts as gasoline I cannot be repaired C G Your words mean nothing to me 'cause I've heard them Em D Your words mean nothing to me, I don't deserve them C G You only say what you have to say Em D You say, you say, you say it, you say it Just to say it C G And I know (You don't have to tell me) Em D Cause I know (You're better off without me) C G And I know it will be okay Em D Just counting the days C G Counting the days Em D Counting the days C G Your words mean nothing to me 'cause I've heard them Em D Your words mean nothing to me, I don't deserve them C G But I know I'll be okay Em D Just counting the days Counting the days, counting the days