Brass Beam

F A# F A# F I took a pill A# I went to sleep for the first time in weeks F You kept me up A# With all your manic energy F I had to go A# I put it out just like a cigarette F I'd never be a girl A# You'd like or trust or you'd respect C A# When I think about it I wanna punch the wall C A# When I remember everything I wonder F If I'll always feel small... A# F A# F You look for me A# In the broken glass and styrofoam F Painting yourself A# As a sufferer, a stepping stone F You work real hard A# To herd your friends into a gallery F Narcissistic injury A# Disguised as masterpiece C A# I just wanna run, yeah, I don't wanna fight C A# I just want to sing my songs F And sleep through the night A# F Uh... Uh A# F Uh... Uh A# F A# Uh... Uh F I endured your criticism A# Self-loathing and all your doubt F I held you up above myself A# Trying to ride it out F A# I got lost in your rendition of reality F All my offering A# Rendered boring hyperbole C A# I couldn't see the sun from there, just a beam C A# I thought it would never come out, yeah C A# I couldn't see the sun from there, just a beam C A# I thought it would never come out, yeah F I had to leave A# F Uh... Uh A# F Uh... Uh A# C A# F Uh... Uh