Teenage Depression

Ab I've gone to many hours without eating Fm Obsessed with the idea that I'm not pretty Db It's like the words are engraved in my mind Eb You're not good enough Ab I tell myself that I'm not allowed to cry Fm Cause the worse thing that could happen is that I could die Db This is how I feel every day Eb N.C. Depression likes to have its way Ab See? This isn't me Fm This isn't healthy. Somebody help me Db Eb Through this stage of my teenage depression Ab Fm Watch how I say I'm okay Db And if you pay attention you'll see Eb that I'm pleading, silently Ab Fm Db Eb Ab My friends understand me Fm And hopefully, my family will too Db Maybe they'll see Eb That it's not as easy saying just "be happy" ohh~ Ab Fm I am just a ghost, wandering through the walls And never saying anything at all Db Just whining and crying and moaning and groaning Eb N.C. Just hoping for someone to notice me Ab See? This isn't me Fm This isn't healthy. Somebody help me Db Eb Through this stage of my teenage depression Ab Fm Watch how I say I'm okay Db And if you pay attention you'll see Eb that I'm pleading, silently Eb Fm It said I'm not allowed to feel Ab It said I'm not pretty enough Fm It said that they won't understand Ab Eb It said that I have to be numb. ooo~ Ab I've gone to many hours without trying Fm Tell myself it's okay to cry and Db my family only wants what's best for me Eb I don't know just some transparent plea Ab See? This isn't me Fm This isn't healthy. Somebody help me Db Eb Through this stage of my teenage depression