The Same Things Happening To Me All The Time Even In My Dreams

Bb C I have dreamt about what it's like to die C Bb And I saw myself becoming shadows again Bb C Just like I did when I was a kid C Bb I saw my bones crack open and all the things I've been hiding from you spill out Bb C All the secrets that I never thought I'd tell anyone about C Bb I am warm and I am bored and I am drifting through this place Bb C It's no better or worse than anything else that's ever happened to me C Bb But I wish that I'd never met a lot of the people that I've met Bb C Not because I don't like them but because I only let them down C Bb And when you disappoint everyone all the time, it's hard not to want to die Bb C Constantly, I feel this weird and shameful feeling C Bb Like I'm being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes Bb C Behind one-way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars C Bb And everywhere I go, I know I'm not welcome