I Wrote This During My Lunch Period And Now Im Hungry

Em G C Em G C Em G C I cant drive up 28, have to take the backroads. I hate that Em G You've got new friends and now you skate C Should give up all my hobbies at this rate Em G C Sometimes I still smell your perfume no matter how many times I clean my room Em G Pause, eat my feelings, and then resume C Doing fine, then I see your face on zoom G C Em G My legs are sore from chasing my feelings away C Running all night and all day G C Em G My life's a bore, sometimes I wish you would stay C Just so i'm not lonely today Em G C In bed, roll over at night. Upset looking at the empty side Em G Turn over and try to close my eyes C You're not here, and i'm trying not to cry Em G C I hate that i'm losing sleep, I cant go to bed unless I keep Em G A pillow in my arms, weighted blanket on me C Only way to ease the anxiety G C Em G Not mine no more, I'm trying to be okay C It just hits hard some days G C Em G I hope that you're having fun without me C And with him you're happy D Em I realize that you were holding me back D Em I had these constant panic attacks D Em Not knowing if or when you were going to leave me D G But now I'm actually, finally happy Em G C It's been a year since we last spoke, since i thought i'd forever be broken Em G But now i'm free without your rope C Tied tightly around my mind, ready to be pulled Em G C In times of weakness I want to call, but then my brain remembers all Em G The awful states of mind that I had fallen C Into because you were unreliable G C Em G I locked the door, I don't need you to be me C My heart is finally free G C Em G Oh I adore what you put me through, thank D you. I can write about this Em C G for days