Julia

D Gadd9 D Gadd9 Julia called me up late last night D Gadd9 I hadn't heard from her in ages D Gadd9 she said that she hated livin' her life D Gadd9 and that she hopes that'll make it D Gadd9 Julia never had it all together D Gadd9 she was keeping everything to herself D Gadd9 fell in love with boys she thought were forever D Gadd9 but eventually, they placed her on a shelf D Gadd9 Julia was scared of getting older D Gadd9 She didn't have a plan or any goals D Gadd9 Every winter felt a little colder D Gadd9 and one day she decided just to fold D Gadd9 she never told her mother that she felt like this D Gadd9 she never talked to her friends or to a therapist D Gadd9 D thought it'd be easier to hide or run from the pain but Gadd9 it never went away D Gadd9 Julia smoked weed alone in parking lots D Gadd9 she said it helped her thoughts stop running off D Gadd9 and for a moment she felt free but it was all temporary D Gadd9 she stopped wishing for a heartbeat D Gadd9 She never told her mother that she felt like this D Gadd9 she never talked to her friends or to a therapist D Gadd9 D thought it be easier to hide or run from the pain but Gadd9 it never went away D Gadd9 Julia had the biggest heart I knew D Gadd9 she always told you things you'd wanna hear D Gadd9 she never missed a birthday or a show of mine D Gadd9 D and she didn't deserve this life.