Im Not Supposed To Be Anything

D D D D N.C. D I used to get angry A G Goddamn  I used to get so angry A I  used to punch things, break things G D It really used to fucking scare me D I used to be so lonely A G I  used to be so unhappy A G I  drowned myself in wine D I don't wanna feel anything A G I  drowned myself in wine D Don't wanna feel anything A G I drowned myself in wine N.C. D I used to be so unhappy D D A G A G D D (2x) D I  used to go to college A G I was gonna be a physicist A G It goes undergrad, masters, PhD D I'll see you in 12 years D But now I'm a drop out A G I guess I'll never make my mom proud A G D But I am pretty proud of what I'm doing with my life now A G D I am pretty proud of how I live my life now A G And I will not feel bad N.C. D That I'm living for myself now D D A G A G D D (2x) G A And I have learned D Hm To stop measuring my self-worth G A D By the standards set by a culture that I want no part of G A D Hm If I had stayed on the path that they had made G A D Well I don't know if I would have survived it D So now I am not lonely A G Cause I have found a community A G Of folks who won't let this culture tell them D Who they are supposed to be D And I feel angry A G It's cause this system that's obsessed with productivity A G Has tried to tell us that the value of a human can be measured D In spreadsheets A G Told the boys to be strong and not to cry D* A* G* Told the girls to just shut the f**k up D* A* G* But we won't shut the f**k up A G D We will kick and scream till you stop telling us who we're supposed to be A G D Cause I'm not supposed to be anything A G But I am closer every day D To the person that I wanna be D D A G A G D D (2x)