Depression

D#m I don’t wanna hold it in no more It’s too fucking heavy B And yeah, I really wanna get better I’m just not fucking ready G#m And I don’t really want this skin ‘Cause it remembers how you held it A# But God knows I don’t wanna reach out to you C# A# So I try to forget it G#m A# I’m left so empty never knowing what was real B I don’t know how to talk to you C# A# And I don’t know how to feel B C# So just hold me in the middle of the night F# A# We can pretend that we’re lovers making up from a fight B C# A# And we can throw all of the pain love caused away B C# So just hold me in the middle of the night, so tight F# A# Like a noose around my neck B If I won’t wake up by your side C# A# I’d rather not wake up instead D#m How do I grieve the death of something I’m not sure was real? B Can’t say that I could blame you, but you made it hard to heal G#m ‘Cause my best friend left me with no warning Left a corpse and all the bugs are swarming A# You know me, yeah you know me C# A# So you know just how to choke me D#m It’s only when I’m still that I feel so heavy B I need your arms around me just to hold me steady G#m I’ve been taking pills at night to help me get some sleep A# C# A# Because I only get to see you when you’re in my dreams G#m You knew so much about me A# What I couldn’t heal B I don’t know how to talk to you C# A# And I don’t know how to feel B C# So just hold me in the middle of the night F# A# We can pretend that we’re lovers making up from a fight B C# A# And we can throw all of the pain love caused away B C# So just hold me in the middle of the night, so tight F# A# Like a noose around my neck B If I won’t wake up by your side C# A# I’d rather not wake up B C# So just hold me in the middle of the night F# A# We can pretend that we’re lovers making up from a fight B C# A# And we can throw all of the pain love caused away B C# So just hold me in the middle of the night, so tight F# A# Like a noose around my neck B If I won’t wake up by your side C# A# I’d rather not wake up instead