Nothing Song Nowhere Song Pt 2

B F# E B F# B B F# E Well, today I cooked my tongue in my mouth drinking coffee B F# B It's swollen and burning and squirming inside of my head B F# B E But I keep on drinking and drinking and burning my insides B F# B 'Cuz without the caffeine I can't get myself out of bed F# And every sip of this cheap malt liquor tonight E B Is a painful reminder of my lack of impulse control F# And I need chemicals, chemicals to keep me awake in the morning E B F# B And to fall asleep again I need more chemicals B F# E Well, I've been up to two packs a day without ever realizing B F# B I don't fully understand my fixation with hand-to-the-mouth F# E So I light up another to help with my thinking process B F# B And the smoke and the tar enter in and the mucus comes out B F# Oh, thick and black like the smoke from the things we should be burning E B Like bibles, and flags, and the money we worship as well F# But instead I go and stand with the others outside of the party E B F# B Awkwardly making small talk as we're killing ourselves B E B F# And I'm breaking down. Oh, I'm breaking down. My body is breaking down G# E F# B Oh, I'm breaking down and I think that you're breaking down too B F# E B F# B F# E And I'll never forget the first time I told you I loved you B F# B Waiting in that trainyard in Memphis for daylight to break F# E And how different things are now - so different from how we intended B F# B And although I'm just a dirty liar I can swear they were honest mistakes F# So, do you remember the first time you told me you hate me E B Or is that one of those things you'll conveniently choose to repress? F# Well, it comes out in our dreams and the acid we make in our stomaches E B F# B It comes out in the words that we both know we'll later regret F# B F# E And it's true what they say, that time will heal some imperfections, B F# B But we both know that there's others that it only makes worse F# E Oh, I'm sick of my body. I'm sick of these memories inside me B F# B I'm sick of you humans and I'm sick of sharing the Earth! F# This planet is becoming a trash heap; it's becoming a cesspit E B I am drowning in shit. I can't breathe. I am burning alive F# So the next time you ask why I choose to put these things into my body E B F# B Well, it's to keep me from ripping your head off and putting a bullet into mine B E B F# And I'm breaking down. Oh, I'm breaking down. My mind is breaking down G# E F# B Oh, I'm breaking down and I think that you're breaking down too B F# E B F# B B F# E And sometimes I feel as though I invented depression B F# B Like I was the first kid in the world to pick up the guitar B F# E But I know others came first and I'm sure that more will come after B F# B Spitting and shouting into the void at the back of the bar F# B F# And the face in the mirror is the face that I always keep with me E B But it feels like a mask I take off at the end of the day F# And as the moths beat themselves senseless against all of the streetlights E B F# B I feel faceless and brainless and hopeless, but I swear I'm okay B F# E So let me go. Let me go! I said quit trying to save me B F# B I'm not your glow-up, not some project for you to complete B F# E Oh, no one ever will complete me and no one's ever gonna complete you B F# B You keep saying "just swim" as you're tying more stones to my feet B F# Get out of my head. I want nothing. I want to feel nothing E B But the empty sensation of thoughts' being drained from my head B F# There is nothing. We are nothing and you should just fucking accept it E B F# B I am nothing, you are nothing, and you know that we got nothing left B E B F# And I'm breaking down. I'm breaking down. This whole fucking thing is breaking down G# E F# B Oh, I'm breaking down and I hope that you're breaking down too B E B F# I said I'm breaking down. I'm breaking down. This whole fucking thing is breaking down G# E F# B Oh, I'm breaking down and I'm gonna make sure that you're breaking down too