Happy - Ver 40

F C Am G F C Since I was 17 Am G I've always hated my body F C And it feels like my body's hated me Am Can somebody find me a pill G To make me un-afraid of me? F C Am Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch G Don´t like to talk about my feelings F C Am I take another hit, I find another fake fix G ´Cause it´s easier than healing F C I don´t wanna be this way forever Am G Keep telling myself that I´ll get better F C Every time I try, I always stop me Am G Maybe I´m just scared to be happy F C Am G F C Since I was 22 Am G I´ve been with somebody who loves me F C And I´ve been tryna believe it´s true Am But my head always messes up my heart G No matter what I do F C Am Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch G Don´t like to talk about my feelings F C Am I take another hit, I find another fake fix G ´Cause it´s easier than healing F C I don´t wanna be this way forever Am G Keep telling myself that I´ll get better F C Every time I try, I always stop me Am G Maybe I´m just scared to be happy F C I don´t wanna be this way forever Am G Keep telling myself that I´ll get better F C Every time I try, I always stop me Am G F C Maybe I´m just scared to be happy Am G F C Maybe I´m just scared to be happy Am G F C Maybe I´m just scared to be happy F I´m so scared of having something to lose C I´m scared of being somebody new Am I´m so scared of all them seeing the truth G ´Cause right now I´ve got nothing F C I don´t wanna be this way forever Am G Keep telling myself that I´ll get better F C Every time I try, I always stop me Am G F C Maybe I´m just scared to be happy Am G F C Maybe I´m just scared to be happy Am G F C Maybe I´m just scared to be happy