Disappear

E I should have seen this from the start F#m I should have always been on my own A B Now it's perfectly clear I never should have stayed here C#m I should have just disappeared E The time that we have spent apart F#m Has made me realize I am torn A B E Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn E And now I sit here in the dark F#5 In a city that is not my own A B C#m There’s a roof over me and four walls to keep me away from the cold E The disappointment in myself F#5 Is more than you'll ever know and more than I show A And it's perfectly clear B I shouldn't be here E I should just disappear E5 I should have seen this from the start F#5 I should have always been on my own A5 B5 Now it's perfectly clear I never should have stayed here C#5 I should have just disappeared E5 The time that we have spent apart F#5 Has made me realize I am torn A5 B5 E5 Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn A5 B5 E5 Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn A5 B5 E5 Who I was, who I came to be, the one I mourn E5 F#5 A5 B5 C#5 E5 F#5 A5 B5 E5 A C#5 B Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away C#5 B E I deserve what's coming to me A C#5 B Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away C#5 B E I deserve what's coming to me C#5 I just wanted to feel love, to feel love, to be loved N.C. E I should have seen this from the start F#m I should have always been on my own A You've made it perfectly clear B I shouldn't be here E Now I'll just disappear