Ruiner

C,D,Em,D2x C It's the young Edgar Allan spitting live from the basement D Do it for the love, give a f**k about the payment Em If I'm being honest, I don't know what I'm chasing D Need a space to place my thoughts and the songs, the location C I'm fucking sick of writing all these sad songs D But I'm just being real, it's how I feel, word is bond Em I just wanna let you know you're not alone D That I know what it's like when you never leave your home G When you can't get out of bed, can't even check your phone D Can't even lift your head, like your bones are made of stone Em When everyone you know is asking why you're feeling low D But you can't tell 'em why, 'cause you don't even know C I got radio execs tryna say what's best D I got pressure coming down, got me overly stressed Em I got suicidal thoughts floating through my head D I got people from the past probably hoping I'm dead C D Oh no, what's your mama gonna say Em When I tell her that I broke your heart? D It's just things aren't the way that they used to be C D Oh no, now you're crying on the bathroom floor Em And I guess it's the end D Well, I lost my mind, then I lost my best friend C Yeah, so what if I did and what if I didn't? D I just wish I wasn't stuck between decisions Em I just wish I didn't feel like something's missing D I just need to get outside this mental prison C 3am and I'm stuck in a rut D Seems like every time I leave I end up thinking of us Em I keep fucking with your head like a lobotomy D I lost it all and you'll always be a part of me G And can you feel the pain when you wake up? D Late again and it's dark out Em I don't even know where it came from D Can't escape, got me feeling down G I remember days in the hometown D Things change when you come around Em Now they're just memories now D Keep feeling up, then I'm feeling down C D Oh no, what's your mama gonna say Em When I tell her that I broke your heart? D It's just things aren't the way that they used to be C D Oh no, now you're crying on the bathroom floor Em And I guess it's the end D Well, I lost my mind, then I lost my best friend C,D,Em D I lost my best friend G,D,Em D Well, I lost my mind, then I lost my best friend