In My Lives

C2 C2/B F C2 C2/B F C2 C2/B F Sometimes I think about the lives I left behind C2 C2/B F If I close my eyes to dream I wonder what I’ll find C2 C2/B F Sometimes I think about who I used to be C2 C2/B F D N.C. Sometimes I wonder if they’re still in me... tell me G C2 C2/B Am7 Was I a sailor who traveled across the seven sea's G C2 C2/B Am7 Maybe I was a simple man who never left his own cities G C2 C2/B Am7 I could have been a mother with two kids of my own G C2 C2/B Am7 Or maybe I was a lost old soul just searching for a home C2 C2/B F So many lives I could’ve lived before today C2 C2/B F So many homes so many places I used to stay C2 C2/B F So many memories buried in my head C2 I want remember C2/Bb I want to remember F C2 C2/B F Every word I’ve said C2 C2/B F Every word I said C2 C2/B F And when I think about these worlds of yesterday C2 C2/B F I'm afraid of how they’d look at me, I fear of what they’d say C2 C2/B F They had a path to take the way for them was clear C2 C2/B F So tell me why I sit around and wonder why I’m here? C2 I feel their pressure C2/Bb In everything I am C2 They judge me on the choices C2/Bb They could never understand Eb F Gm Eb F Gm/Eb Can’t they see there’s no remedy C2 D Em D I've been her, I’ve played the part of a girl who lost control C2 D Em G When living is so painful it that it weighs down on your soul C2 D Em D I've been waiting, expecting the seasons to change C2 D Em D But my last 18 winters have all been the same Bm7 A/C# D2 G I’d do anything to remind myself that I could even feel Bm7 A/C# D2 G Cause when a life is given, whose is it to steal? Bm7 A F#m A/E D But seemed like the world would be better off if I made those fantasy’s real... C2 D2 Em9 G From way up here the people look so small C2 D2 Em G And I am one of many, which makes me nothing at all C2 D2 Em9 G I hear a calling from the wind every now and then... C2 D2 Em9 G G/F# I’m heavy but I can fly if I jump and start it all again... C2 C2/B F Sometimes I think about the lives I left behind C2 C2/B F If I close my eyes to dream I wonder what I’ll find C2 C2/B F Sometimes I think about who I used to be C2 C2/B F D Sometimes I wonder if they’re still in me tell me A D2 A/C# Bm7 Was I a sailor who traveled across the seas A D2 A/C# Bm7 Maybe I was a simple man who never left his own cities A D2 A/C# Bm7 I could have been a mother with two kids of my own A D2 A/C# Bm7 Or maybe I was a lost old soul just searching for a home D2 D2/C# G Who I was and who I can be D2 D2/C# G Tomorrow is a life away and I hope I remember me D2 D2/C# A I hope I remember me