Not Allowed To Love You

G It was a second ago G I was touching every finger Em I see. in the marigolds Em That lean against our window C That you planted in the springtime C And you watered with abandon Dmaj11 I would watch you as you garden Dmaj11 And my heart would just imagine G When i look behind G I guess i could have noticed Em And that's half the crime Em I was innocently hopeful C Could have listened to your breathing C It was heavy on my shoulder Dmaj11 There were things i could have told you Dmaj11 It was easier to hold you G Now how can i G Em Be not allowed to love you anymore Em Can i be not allowed to love you Dmaj11 Was the thing that i was best at Dmaj11 That i didn't have to guess at C It was all that i could say i knew for sure C G Dmaj11 I can't say it anymore G Will you think of me G Em Will i fade into some corner of your memory Em And in my company C All the ones that came before me C Fallen soldiers of your army Dmaj11 If you could tell them for me Dmaj11 I'd have stayed despite the warnings G And how can i G Em Be not allowed to love you anymore Em Can i be not allowed to love you Dmaj11 Was the thing that i was best at Dmaj11 That i didn't have to guess at C It was all that i could say i knew for sure C G Dmaj11 I can't say it anymore Em C Anymore G Dmaj11 Anymore Em C Anymore G Dmaj11 Anymore G Em Dmaj11 C G Oh how can i G Em Be not allowed to love you anymore Em Can i be not allowed to love you Dmaj11 Was the thing that i was best at Dmaj11 That i didn't have to guess at C It was all that i could say i knew for sure G I can't say it anymore