Anymore

C Em Sometimes, I question if I’ve got the guts to keep waking up C So I hide, so no one sees me on the ledge when I’m about to jump Em It’s embarrassing, preaching how to save when I’m perishing (perishing, perishing, perishing) C Em Oh, how, I dream of better days and nights when I’m not so sick C But somehow, I guess I’m not meant to heal, I’m not meant to livе Cause my life’s like thеrapy Em I gotta pay someone to be there for me Cause if I don’t, I’m alone C I can’t do this anymore, no Em I can’t do this anymore C I fight these words like I’m at war D Can someone find a cure? Em Cause I can’t do this anymore I can’t, I can’t No I can’t do this C Wait.. yes I can Gotta “be a man” Em Gotta hide the hurt, cause what’s worse? Losing me or them? No matter what I do, I lose regardless I feel so heartless C That’s why I’m always wrestling with who I am Em And everybody’s watching me Don’t wanna let em down. But I.. C I can’t do this anymore, no Em I can’t do this anymore C And I’m not the one you’re looking for D Got one hand on the door Em Cause I can’t do this anymore I can’t, I can’t No I can’t do this C I don’t even know what I’m fighting for.. D Healing for myself? Or my childhood scars? Em Living for a dream’s how a nightmare starts Cause this ain’t life, it’s just surviving C I don’t even know what I’m fighting for.. D Healing for myself? Or my childhood scars? Em Living for a dream’s how a nightmare starts C I can’t do this anymore Em I can’t do this anymore C I’m fucking sick, I’m fucking sore D Don’t care if I’m adored I can’t do this anymore