Just Attention Patterns

Just Attention B B F*ck you if you're the girl back home he's waiting on F*ck whatever magic you possess F*ck the way that I've got no idea what you look like But I know your worst is better than my best C#m7 B And f*ck the way that he'll go home and he'll play the saint C#m7 F# And you won't ever hear about the girl from out of state C#m7 F# And f*ck the way that it ends up being you that I hate instead of him B F*ck the way he claims this isn't about me E B F*ck the fact that he said it when he was drunk E B And f*ck the way that it's still disappointing E B When sexual attraction doesn't turn into like And like doesn't turn into love C#m7 F# And f*ck the way that I'm still going to get on a plane C#m7 F# To go and visit that boy in another state C#m7 F#* And f*ck the way that it ends up being me that I hate instead of him B E F# G#m Cos we weren't even dating, and E B F# G#m7 Neither were they C#m7 So even if I wanted to F# B What could I say? C#m Oh, cos it's partially my fault F# For assuming I meant more to him, and I'll C#m Take some of the blame because F# I accepted the love he was willing to give C#m7 But that wasn't really love at all Em Just attention E B F*ck the way this airline won't exchange or refund my ticket E B F*ck the fact that self respect means staying home E B And f*ck the way that he gets to play the game E B And ends up happy, while I lose two hundred dollars F# And I end up alone C#m7 F# And f*ck the way that dignity hurts so bad C#m7 F# And that I have to lose something I never even had C#m7 F# B And f*ck the way it's the situation that I hate instead of him B C#m7 F# He was planning to forget me while I was planning how to stay B F# G#m7 He got drunk on distance, cos distance made things feel safe C#m7 F# I was just some silly girl, I meant nothing to him B F# G#m7 Convenience was the catalyst and he swears to her C#m7 It'll never happen again F# Cos after all we were just friends B No, we weren't even dating, and F# G#m7 G#m Neither were they C#m7 F#7 G#m7 G#m So even if I wanted to B F# G#m7 What could I say? C# F# Oh, cos it's partially my fault G#m7 F# E For assuming I meant more to him, and I'll F# Take some of the blame because G#m I accepted the love he was willing to give C#m F# C#m But that wasn't really love at all D# E Just attention C#m Em B F*ck the way that it took me writing this song E B C# F# To figure it out it was him I should've hated B All along E B C# C B Patterns E Amaj7 E I am good at noticing patterns A I have been hurt before E I tend to be overly cautious A Because people want me and then they get bored C#m A So I build walls C#m Instead of bridges A I learn to protect myself E Because every time I love someone Amaj7 They always lose interest F# E A E And find it in someone else F# A So I am good at noticing patterns E F# A E That's why I'm good at noticing patterns