Worship What I Hate

Bm G D Bm G D Bm G I keep looking at myself in the mirror D Hoping it will change Bm G And I keep wishing for a brand-new body D That I didn't have to blame Bm G I'm seeing every flaw, like a failure D I'm using every cure, like a savior Bm G Like trying to build a church out of all my hurt D When it really needs grace Bm G D I gave all my time to nothing Bm G I focused on who I was D Not who I'm becoming Bm G My fears they took up space D F#m My eyes couldn't look away Bm I didn't even realize G D I worshiped what I hate Bm G Half a bottle of red, just before bed D Is the only way I dream Bm G Before I rеally wake up the first thing I touch D Is a button on a screen Bm G I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around D F#m I'm guilty of stayin' and just chеckin' out Bm G Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out D On what's in front of me Bm G D 'Cause I gave all my time to nothin' Bm G I focused on who I was D Not who I'm becoming Bm G My fears they took up space D F#m My eyes couldn't look away Bm I didn't even realize G D I worshiped what I hate G Why do the lies feel like the truth? Bm Why do I do the things I do? G A Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty? Bm G D 'Cause I gave so much time to nothing Bm G I focused on who I was D A Not who I'm becoming Bm G My fears they took up space D F#m My eyes couldn't look away Bm I didn't even realize G D I worshiped what I hate Bm G I didn't even realize (Realize) D I didn't even realize (Realize) Bm I didn't even realize G D I worshiped what I hate Bm Didn't even realize G D I worshiped what I hate G D G G Bm Bm G D Bm G D Bm G D Didn't even realize, no Bm G D Didn't even realize, didn't know Bm G D Bm G D Bm G D Mmm, yeah