Not Who I Was

C G Am F It took so long until the time came C G Am F Will I look back and see greater days? C G Am F I keep on feeling I have not changed but C G Am F When I look back I’m not who I was C G Am F Feeling too young to be this old C G Am F I’m still learning how to not explode C G Am F Dad said go running or something physical C G Am F It helps the mind when you’ve lost control C G Am F I’d fantasize of a girl I didn’t know C G Am F Myself she’s never felt this close C G Am F I guess that makes it feel more realistic C G Am F Last year I told me I’d never see it C G Am F I think I’m ready to drive new roads C G Am F If the world breaks me, I’ll go back home C G Am F Upstairs to my room where I played guitar C G Am F For now I’m off to a brand new start