Complex

C Am Em7 F C/G I’m 21 C/G The edge is razor thin Am Between being numb Em And feeling everything F C Good days only serve as relief again F C Now I’m watching as I waste away my days and then F It’s a cross dissolve C It’s a scene I’ve played before F And the leading role that I thought I’d hold Am G F Doesn’t listen to me anymore C/G But I’m wearing his boxers Em I’m being a good wife Am We won’t be together F But maybe the next life C/G I need him like water Em He lives on a landslide Am I cry in his bathroom F He turns off the big light C/G I’m being the cool girl Em I’m keeping it so tight Am I carry him home while F My friends have a good night C/G I need him like water Em He thinks that I’m alright Am I’m not feeling human F I think he’s a good guy C But it’s complex Em Am F It’s a complex C It’s a complex Em Am F I’m a complex C/G Triangular C/G I can see them now Am Three points at which Em I let myself down F I was just a girl, what’s the excuse now? C/G Too regular This pattern Am I’ve been taking shelter in Em Reaching new highs F When I was 19 Em C I wanted to die F Now I just want to k**l you C But I don’t want to paint you the victim F And I talk a good game C I’d die for just the promise you’d listen C/G But I’m wearing his boxers Em I’m being a good wife Am We won’t be together F But maybe the next life C/G I need him like water Em He lives on a landslide Am I cry in his bathroom F He turns off the big light C/G I’m being the cool girl Em I’m keeping it so tight Am I carry him home while F My friends have a good night C/G I need him like water Em He thinks that I’m alright Am I’m not feeling human F I think he’s a good guy C/G But it’s complex Em Am F It’s a complex C/C It’s a complex Em Am F I’m a complex