Ruinous Calamity

Am C Alone with the thoughts in my head C Am They're buzzing like flies again Am C Swarming this corpse of a man C Am And that's all I am Am C And all that I've ever been C Am The how and the why and the when Am C It's all I know C G And knowing's a curse in itself F (Ooh-ooh) Yeah, I just don't know what to do Am (Ooh) I can lie to myself C E (Ooh) But I can't lie to you F (Ooh-ooh) When all our dreams are dead Am (Ooh) I'll start livin' again C E (Ooh) I'll start telling the truth Am C I'd like to be sleeping instead C Am But this floor isn't soft like a bed Am C It's all I know C G And knowing's a means to an end F Am Yeah, I just don't know what to do C I can lie to myself E But I can't lie to you F Am When all our dreams are dead C I'll start livin' again E I'll start telling the truth Am C As hard as I try to pretend Am C This is all I am C G And all that I will be again