I Still Dont Want To Be Sad

C G I wake up with this muggy feeling in my head like Am F I wish that yesterday, oh yesterday, I had been found dead C G From an overdose on vitamins and prescribed medications Am I wanted to be healthier F Well, I guess I overcompensated C G Am F C G And tomorrow I hope I can be better for you Am F I hope that I can smile and do nothing that bothers you C And I hope I am not broken G And I hope one day the pieces of this vase Am F Can be put together into their perfect stable place C G But I am sad most of the time Am F But you can't see it, cause I keep it inside C G And I am sad most of the time Am F But you can't see it, cause I keep it inside C G I am sad most of the time Am F But you can't see it, cause I keep it inside C G And I am sad most of the time Am F But you can't see it, cause I keep it inside C But something in the stars at night G Makes me feel like one day I might Am F Never have to prescribe to another medication C For the rest of my life