I Dont Want To Be Sad

Am G F C-C G-G Im always so lonely, frustrated and angry Am G F And I never know if its my fault C-C G-G Am Or if its just my brain working fucking wrong Am, G, F, C-C, G-G Am G F C-C G-G I have got problems that I cannot withhold Am G F C-C G-G Cause I have got diseases that I cannot control Am G F C G My feelings are at the mercy of my chemical imbalances G F C G G Im trapped inside the torture of living with bipolar disorder Am Am G F C-C G-G Ill always hate myself more than I hate anyone else Am G F C-C G-G Ill always hate myself more than I hate anyone else Am G F C-C G-G Cause I know that I have earned it Am G F C-C G-G From years and years of treating myself like shit Am G C G Am And I want to believe that its not my fault Am G C G F And I want to believe I can live a fulfilling life G But I might not C I might not