Somewhere Between

E F#m C#m Here I am again, 4 AM, I'm a mess E F#m C#m And my phone's a nightlight on the ceiling E F#m C#m I stare at my screen burning cheap dopamine E F#m C#m I keep numbing myself from this feeling E F#m C#m Part of me is still here, part of me is barely breathing E F#m C#m You tell me that You're still near, part of me just don't believe it E F#m C#m When I'm all by myself, it's like walking through hell E F#m C#m My past plays on a loop 'till I'm reeling F#m This emptiness ain't new to me G#m The hole in me is stupid deep A B I wish I was better or worse A E C#m B But I'm stuck somewhere between mourning and dancing A E C#m B I don't feel like tears, just emotionless damage A E C#m B Your life more abundantly feels like a dream A E C#m B A E C#m B Yeah, I thought I'd be better by now but I'm somewhere between A E C#m B (Yeah, I'm somewhere between) E F#m C#m I try to take rests but this weight in my chest E F#m C#m Tells me something ain't right and I feel it E F#m C#m I stare at my phone, it's like drowning in code E F#m C#m I keep numbing myself from this feeling E F#m C#m Part of me is long gone, part of me is never leaving E F#m C#m You tell me that You're not far, part of me is still believing E F#m C#m When I'm all by myself, it's like walking through hell E F#m C#m My past plays on a loop 'till I'm reeling F#m This emptiness ain't new to me G#m The hole in me is stupid deep A B I wish I was better or worse N.C. A E But I'm stuck somewhere between mourning and dancing C#m B I don't feel like tears, just emotionless damage A E Your life more abundantly feels like a dream C#m B A E Yeah, I thought I'd be better by now but I'm somewhere between C#m B A E (Yeah, I'm somewhere between) C#m B (Yeah, I'm somewhere between) A E So teach my feet to dance again C#m B Yeah, I just wanna feel something A E Teach my feet to dance again C#m B Yeah, I just wanna feel something A E So teach my feet to dance again C#m B Yeah, I just wanna feel something A E C#m B Teach my feet to- teach my feet to dance A E So teach my feet to dance again C#m B Yeah, I just wanna feel something A E Teach my feet to dance again C#m B Yeah, I just wanna feel something A E So teach my feet to dance again C#m B Yeah, I just wanna feel something A E Teach my feet to dance again C#m B Yeah, I just wanna feel something A E C#m B Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah A E C#m B Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah (I just wanna feel something) A E So teach my feet to dance again C#m B Yeah, I just wanna feel something A E Teach my feet to dance again C#m B Yeah, I just wanna feel something A E I'm stuck somewhere between mourning and dancing C#m B I don't feel like tears, just emotionless damage A E Your life more abundantly ain't out of reach C#m B It's gonna get better somehow, won't You help me believe?