I Wanna Die

C Am I don't know what I'm doin' C Am I don't know what I've done C Am I don't know what I'm thinkin' C Am but I wanna have fun F G I wanna get fucked up til the hurt goes away F G but I always feel like shit when I wake up the next day F G maybe I'll stay home and get on my knees and pray F G (palm mute) but it always seems like god has nothin' to say C Am I wonder why C Am I wonder why C Am I wonder why C Am I wonder why C Am why do I feel so guilty C Am for bein' myself C Am why did she have to leave me C Am and go f**k someone else F G I cleaned up my act and I done it alone F G I always look for signs that she's comin' home F G can I change my fate or is the future in stone F G (palm mute) seems like all I ever do is cry and moan C Am I wanna die C Am I wanna die C Am I wanna die C Am I wanna die G F C I don't know what life may have in store G F I should just shut my mouth and be thankful C but I always want more Am F do I hope and have faith and make it through the night Am F do I lay in bed all day or do I get up and fight Am F G E C wakin' up without my family well it just ain't right to me C Am it ain't right to me C Am it ain't the way it's supposed to be C Am baby why can't you see C Am sweet angel I loved you C Am all my fuckin life C Am I thought we'd grow old C Am with you as my wife F G I can't even remember why you had to go F G I wish I could see inside you but I'll never know F G you ain't giving second chances to allow us to grow F G I guess my only choice is to go with the flow C Am and say goodbye C Am and say goodbye C Am and say goodbye C Am so goodbye C Am I wonder why C Am I wonder why C Am I wonder why C Am I wonder why C Am I wanna die C Am I wanna die C Am I wanna die C Am I wanna die