Fear And Trembling

C F C G E7/G# Am F C G Gsus G C There's a moosehead hanging F C From a wall at a bar at a G Am Nondescript part of the street F There's a long-haired boy C G Making eyes at a john F C By the lamplights hung from the beams C We're at the stumbling phase F C Of the midnight waltz G E7/G# Am At a bookend to the weirdest of weeks F Me and Arnold walk C G Pretty hammered and crying F C "Hey, I'll miss you man, when you leave" F C Yeah, I'll miss you when you leave C 'Coz there are feelings that are strong F C And there are ones that are mixed G E7/G# Am At the dawn of my young life's eclipse F I was a boy once, now C G I'm a kind-of-adult F C Catching up on the cool shit I missed C 'Coz we were raised where the pastors F C They danced in the aisles G E7/G# Am With a moshpit up front full of youths F So if faith is to lose C G The mind to win God F C Then I guess I got nothing to prove F C I guess I got nothing to prove (I do mostly loud single strums here) F F F F C C C C F F F F C C I was waiting on the future C But the future only came C In the form of greying matter C In my only father's brain F I'm not afraid of acquiescing F To the trials of his old age F But of missing all the humanness F He'll show when I'm away C And the part of me unspoken C And the part that's self assured C Are belligerents divergent C In a psychic civil war F But I'm a crier and a fighter F Not a faker and a fraud F So if losing my religion F Is the way to finding God C Then light it up The shadow's in my blood G "Oh, a weary heart", they say F "It shatters it all" C So light it up It's bound to be much worse G When you get get get get back to the summer F C If you get get get get back to the summer at all C There's an omen now of frailty C Hanging heavy from my face C A kind of existential loneliness C That struts and frets a stage F And disappears unsatiated by F The rhythms of the day F Still illuminating nothing F But the love I turn away C And I still care about the present C And the weight of circumstance C To the muckraking of cowards C And a symphony of sass F While I have questions of mortality F The clear and present vast F They just yell the words "pretentious" F "With no clarity or class" C So light 'em up Their shadows in my blood G "Oh, a weary heart", they say F "It shatters it all" C So line 'em up It's bound to be much worse G Oh, when you get get get get back to the summer F If you get get get get back to the summer G When you get get back to the summer F C If you get get get get back to the summer at all C F C F C One time F I feel everything C Yeah I feel it all And I feel it in my bones and in my fucking skull F I feel everything Yeah I feel it all C And I never look back Oh, and I feel it in my heart attack F And I feel it all C I feel everything C And I know it's weird C I fought the fear and trembling F 'Coz I feel it all C I feel everything And I never looked back C This fear, this fear is trembling C And I waited on forever C But forever never came C Just a latent sense of loyalty C To the things I love in vain F And now I'm terrified of loving F 'Coz I'm terrified of pain F And of missing out on human things F By cowering away C So light 'em up Those shadows in my blood G "Oh, a weary heart", they say F "It shatters it all" C So light 'em up It's bound to be much worse G Oh, when you get get get get back to the summer F If you get get get get back to the summer G When you get get back to the summer F C If you get get get get back to the summer at all