Mouth Full Of Dirt

D F D Tipping the scales D in the wrong direction D Biting my tongue until F D it bleeds You saw the D panic washing over my D face And now you're D F watching me rinse and repeat D Bm C I want you to stay F D Bm C But I don't want to be here F D Bm C It's time for a break F D But the timing is not Bm C F that great for me G Bm Always expecting the worst D I'm pleading my case with F#m a mouth full of dirt G I'm hoping to bury Em you with every word D G That's left unspoken D I want to feel G something anything D I want to feel G something anything D I want to feel G something anything Em And I don't need C to self medicate D Bm C F D Bm C F I'm already numb D The television doesn't D hold my attention D It only keeps me D F from falling asleep D The emptiness is D filling up the space D Is this reality D F or is it a dream? D Bm C I want you to stay F D Bm C But I don't want to be here F D Bm C Am I too late F D Or am I where I'm Bm C F supposed to be? G Bm Always expecting the worst D I'm pleading my case with F#m a mouth full of dirt G I'm hoping to bury Em you with every word D G That's left unspoken D I want to feel G something anything D I want to feel G something anything D I want to feel G something anything Em And I don't need C to self medicate D D D C G I'm already numb D D D Stimulate me C G Before the void D D D C G annihilates me D I want to feel G D G something anything Chorus 4 D I want to feel G something anything D I want to feel G something anything D I want to feel G something anything Em And I don't need C to self medicate Chorus 5 D G Gotta feel something D G Feel everything D G Gotta feel something Em And I don't need C to self medicate D Bm C F D Bm C F I'm already numb D Bm C F D Bm C F