Catastrophizing

{name: Verse 1} F# Gb5/F Voices inside are whispering D#m C# Poison part of my everything B Logics thrown out the window C# Can I take control or let it go F# Gb5/F Promises that I can't keep D#m C# Million hearts began to bleed B I'm sorry I'm not strong enough C# I'm not a diamond I'm the rough {name: Chorus} F# Gb5/F D#m And I'm bored, bored as can be B C# And misery is my only company {name: Verse 2} F# Gb5/F She's telling me I need something D#m C# But how exactly can that be B With every stupid thing I think C# I believe wholeheartedly F# Gb5/F So I pretend that I'll be fine D#m C# fake a smile as I decline B To the pit of all my thoughts C# Heading to my last ressort Chorus/Outro F# Gb5/F D#m And I'm bored, bored as can be B C# And misery is my only company F# Gb5/F D#m And I'm lost but don't look for me B C# Cause I can't stand the thought of sympathy F# And I'm a catastrophe