Sad And Sober

Am F C Dm She left me sad and sober, falling fast down a rollercoaster Am F C Me well I'm bipolar so many friends but I'm still a loner 3x Am F Did you mean it when you told me that you hated me C Dm I didn't see it back then and now I know that you was breaking me Am F C Piece by piece and I swear that you forsaking me, I'm coughing out blood 'cause your grip just strangled me Am F I'm screaming, in my own head C Dm And I'm breathing, I can't get a breath Am F And I'm pleading, I wish I was dead C And I'm leaning, hanging off the edge Am F C Dm She left me sad and sober, falling fast down a rollercoaster Am F C Me well I'm bipolar so many friends but I'm still a loner 2x Am F C Dm They don't get it, I don't know why I'm sad I'm sorry if I'm angry I just hate talking to my head Am F I can't believe that, it will make me wish that I was dead C Telling anybody is the one thing that I most dread Am F C Dm It's the shame, of asking for help, and it's the shame of leaving 'cause you can't stand up for yourself Am F And it's the shame of speaking 'bout your own mental health C And it's the shame of never actually being yourself You feel me Am F C Dm She left me sad and sober, falling fast down a rollercoaster Am F C Me well I'm bipolar so many friends but I'm still a loner 2x