Trying To Pass Off Playing Merge Games As A Form Of Meditation

Bb Bb Gm Dm Bb Bb Gm Dm Bb Gm Dm Bb I tried to find a way to fix what feels like nature so it’s stuck Gm Dm Bb Hard to embrace what can not change when it just makes you feel fucked Gm Dm Bb Some pains they felt they vanished after so long unaddressed Gm Dm Eb When I’m alone too long I find these feelings were all repressed Bb Gm Dm Hold my nose and breath and swallow three Bb Gm Dm My chest bubbles up with escapees Bb Gm Dm Gulp twice more if body does so please Bb Then release Bb Gm Dm Bb And so the method helps you cope, return to memorized routine Gm Dm Bb So I am pacified by reminders of times my mind was clean Bb Gm Dm Bb It’s sure not cure but distraction is the safest in between Gm Dm Eb Just to get me through this moment, this hour, this day this week Bb Gm Dm Tap legs, tug hair, smoke and stare at screen Bb Gm Dm Meditation seems too hard for me Bb Gm Dm But repetition helps these hard thoughts breathe Bb Zone out reprieve Bb Gm Dm Bb So contemplation enters self-flagellation easily Gm Dm Bb I beat myself up but I’m now speaking metaphysically Gm Dm Bb The existential dread debilitated with such frequency Gm Dm Eb So I need coping mechanisms to still live peacefully Bb Gm Dm Hiccup cures, and counting games I need Bb Gm Dm Record breaking swallow-fest indeed Bb Gm Dm Reasoning fidget behaviour, they read Bb As hyperbole