Not Ok

A D A 18 with a hammer at my senior prom Ripping couches in the basement of a country club D That was my first panic attack I knew couldn't get my youth all back A I got a temper from my old man, used to black out Then I started drinking liquor til my cash ran down D I was living in the house with the band Couldn't pay rent, couldn't keep a job, didn't have a plan E Some days, man I've got it all together D Most days though I'm just trying to get better Everybody's got that something A We can't fix with love or money D Even when it pulls me under A Get so high that it just seems funny D How many times can I fake it A Before it breaks me, I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay A 23 and skipping obligations For some fake crush when I start to lose my patience D I get stoned on going too fast And what a rush when we finally crash A I know a little bit more now than I used to But at the cost I payed, I'm pretty sure I got screwed D I spent a few nights sleeping in my car Took it too far a couple times getting kicked out of the bar E Some days, man I've got it all together D Most days though I'm just trying to get better Everybody's got that something A We can't fix with love or money D Even when it pulls me under A Get so high that it just seems funny D How many times can I fake it A Before it breaks me, I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not D Oookey A Oookey D Oookey A Oookey A Maybe when 50 I'll figure it out Get my shit put together in a nice clean house D Maybe that's a pipe dream A D Everybody's got that something we can't fix with love or money D Even when it pulls me under A Get so high that it just seems funny D How many times can I fake it A Before it breaks me, I'm not okay I'm not okay D Everyone feels like they're crazy A Why can't I say it? I'm not okay I'm not okay! I'm not okay.