Happy First

| C | % | % | % | C F C You cheated on me and I still blame myself F G Could be the reason I can't find someone else F C But you, you're so quick to move on and find someone new F G C I try but I just can't be happy for you C F C You taught me to love and you taught me to lose F G You showed me the things that a broken heart do F C And I curse and I swear it's not fair, I should have someone too F G C Well it's not a race, but I wish you would lose F Cuz don't you think I should be happy first C After all I've been through F Don't you think someone should love me? G E Even if it ain't you? Am G/B C I'm not the faker, the lying heartbreaker C/E F D The reason I believe that I always get hurt F so why not me? G C Why do you get to be happy first C F C Will, all of the pictures and posts that I see F G make it seem like you found someone better than me F C and I wonder, does she keep the gaze of your wandering eye? Am G Or is it just a matter of time? F Cuz don't you think I should be happy first C After all I've been through F Don't you think someone should love me? G E Even if it ain't you? Am G/B C I'm not the faker, the lying heartbreaker C/E F D The reason I believe that I always get hurt F so why not me? G Am B C Why do you get to be happy first Am How do you forgive yourself? F what secrets can you tell? C How to do figure out how to love yourself enough, G E to love someone else? Am G/B C Is there a way to make myself feel better, C/E F D or does it just suck and get worse? F G Am That you, you get to be happy first. F G C You, you get to be happy first.