38 And Falling

G D G D I was 38 and falling, rain pouring down on the hill G D G D The sky keeps looking darker, cold wind is coming on still G D G D I got a head full of lightnin' I know that you're so far away A G D I ain't sad that you're leaving, I cry because you didn't try to stay G D G D G D G D G D G D A G D G D G D We were hold up and stranded, together in our little cabin home G D G D It was all I ever wanted, you just couldn't wait to be gone G D G D I hoped to live that dream forever, you just couldn't take one more day A G D I ain't sad that you're leaving, I cry because you didn't try to stay G D G D G D G D G D G D A G D G D G D I kept waiting and I kept hoping, Love might turn you around G D G D At the sight of some stranger, as your passing through some far distant town G D G D I've finally gave up hoping, I know that it's better this way A G D I ain't sad that you're leaving, I cry because you didn't try to stay G D G D G D G D G D G D A G D G D G D All the miles behind me and all the nights I've died on my own G D G D Cost my past and all my futures, left me with this heart made of stone G D G D It don't hurt like it used to, when all the colors change shades of grey A G D I ain't sad that you're leaving, I cry because you didn't try to stay A G D I ain't sad that you're leaving, I cry because you never meant to stay