Gutted

A A D A I was gutted, oh I felt soft D A So I took to drinking with the hopes of getting lost E D A When you're always losing it's hard to see your wins Bm D A When I start using and I'm numb again A D A I been high ballin' through a playground zone D A Oh I know there's nothing, oh nothing left for me there no more E D A At night I take to walking down lonely dead end roads Bm D A With the hopes that one might catch me, oh God knows I won't D A I often think I could hop on a plane and it all would go away Bm D A But I'd be a fool to think my burdens are something I don't carry D A for I can't leave 'em at the gates with the rest of my worries Bm D A You might not see me for a while before I've gone in a hurry Bm D A You might not see me for a while before I've gone in a hurry A D A My name is something that my parents gave to me D A Lately I dissassociate when it's hollared out at me E D A I've been tangled up in the dichotomy Bm D A And in the notion of the disbelief, that what will be will be D A I often think I could hop on a plane and it all would go away Bm D A But I'd be a fool to think my burdens are something I don't carry D A for I can't leave 'em at the gates with the rest of my worries Bm D A You might not see me for a while before I've gone in a hurry Bm D A You might not see me for a while before I've gone in a hurry