Felo De Se

E A E I left thinking that I would be back A E B But I never did return A E B If you would forgive me I'd forgive myself A B But forgiveness never has these terms E A E The sky was as dark as the thoughts I was thinking A E B It was ignored by the moon A E B If you would believe me I'd believe myself A B But believing never comes this soon E A B A E A B A E A B E A B E E A E The streets made a sound only my ears could hear A E B I was alone with the rats and raccoons A E B And your memory keeping me alive A B As the clouds moved away from the moon E A E Then silence it hit me is a way to speak clearly A E B A way to never say what you don't mean A E B But silence is useless in cases of torture A B It just says God won't intervene E A B A E A B A E A B E A B E E A E And this night like others is a sign for the way A E B That the gray air speaks for the dead A E B The air is as vague as the thoughts I have now A B That these memories are just in your head E A E So I kept walking through the clouds that were lifting A E B To reveal what I'd thought A E B There was more fog behind the mist that seemed was the only A B Thing keeping me from what I sought E A B A E A B A E A B E A B E E A B A I turned around to walk back to the place E A B I had left thinking I would find A E A B Answers to the questions that I shouldn't ask E A B E But the questions can't find a way to leave me behind